February 13th, 2012


I’m only 17
they say I’m tall for my age
like that is supposed to make me feel good
i’m only 17
but I feel like I’m 40
weight of the world and all that crap…
it seemed to matter a whole lot, those troubles did…
until I met her

my parents thought it would be a good idea for me to spend the summer with my older brother
get out of the house they said
get into the real world they said
maybe you can pick up some good habits!
I’m only fucking 17

see my brother is a poster boy
charming. good-looking.
smart as fuck
he doesn’t try to be an asshole…I just feel better when i call him one.
so I move in, and it’s all good at first
talk. video games. Alcohol.
freedom
heaven for me…heck, I’m only 17

then she walked in and fucked up my world.
did I mention my brother is good looking?
and makes a lot of money?
yeah. Both.
so it makes sense that the girls he would be with would be hot right?
but it wasn’t about how hot she was
or how sexy she looked in heels or an oversized t-shirt
it was simple really.
she. smelled. good.
apparently I have a weakness for vanilla and musk and whatever else she puts on her skin…
needless to say, the girls at my school have no clue what that stuff is…
i mean…they’re only 17…

so here is this 25 year old goddess with skin kissed by honey and chocolate brown eyes that makes me wonder what it would be like to walk on the wild side.
i’m only 17.
she looks at me with questions and I know for a fact that I do not have the answers
i’m only 17
I look at her body and see sex
I look in her eyes and I see neglect.
one day she will get tired of the attention that my brother does not pay her and leave
I wish she would hurry up and go
the longer she stays the more likely it is that i’ll do something I cant take back…
or maybe I won’t care!

her eyes follow me when I enter the room
either my brother is oblivious or he’s enjoying the cat and mouse game going on in his living room…                                        or maybe he’s seen it all before and doesn’t give a shit…
why on earth do you need to sit on the couch to rub lotion on your legs?
i’m only 17
that shit could make brain explode

she’s stalking me
I’m afraid and excited all at the same time
maybe she’ll catch me
maybe she wont
maybe I want her to

I’m only 17
I don’t know any better.



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3 Responses to “[TCAP]”

PCEB Says:

You have a thing for the long legged ones don’tcha?

SardonicBarbs Says:

those are the best ones…:D

PCEB Says:

They ARE the best ones 😉

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